{"id":266,"date":"2009-10-16T10:31:10","date_gmt":"2009-10-16T16:31:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.myheroesathome.com\/blog\/?p=266"},"modified":"2009-10-16T10:33:12","modified_gmt":"2009-10-16T16:33:12","slug":"266","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.myheroesathome.com\/blog\/2009\/10\/266\/","title":{"rendered":"We Have To Get Used To Him Being Gone Again"},"content":{"rendered":"

Here’s a post from an Army wife counting down to her husband’s next deployment. You can read her blog here<\/a>.<\/p>\n

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\n\"Army<\/a>K.\u2019s gear packed up in the barn a couple of weeks ago. GI Joe would sell his Kung Fu grip for all the stuff K. has stashed away in there!<\/p>\n

The closer he gets to leaving, the weirder things get between us. I\u2019m no stranger to being alone with the kids and the three of us have built a regular \u201cDaddy\u2019s not here\u201d routine over the years and we seem to be able to slide right into it with little effort now. It is not that K. isn\u2019t missed, it\u2019s just a necessary evil to this life. I\u2019m thinking it\u2019s better we are a self sufficient little subset of the family than a needy mess. Still though, I think it\u2019s hard for him sometimes to hear that we are fine without him and I\u2019m never quite sure how to deal with that. It\u2019s not easy to balance keeping him involved and letting him go at the same time. I try not to make him feel like I\u2019m shoving him out the door, but I\u2019m not perfect by a long shot and I get single-minded in my preparations and my sensitivity goes right out the door. This Army life that separates families so regularly can be so complicated and contradictory. It puts couples in awkward situations constantly and it\u2019s quite the workout to remember that you are supposed to be one unit when you are always thinking and functioning separately. It is especially awkward when you are not actually separate quite yet. After all these years together though, I think we are more forgiving if not accepting of this mindset. I really don\u2019t mind that he is away unscheduled this week to get his stuff in order. We have to get used to him being gone again anyway. He needs to be clear-headed so he can be safe and come home again. There\u2019s always some trade-off. You just always have to keep that in mind.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Here’s a post from an Army wife counting down to her husband’s next deployment. You can read her blog here. \u00a0 K.\u2019s gear packed up in the barn a couple of weeks ago. GI Joe would sell his Kung Fu grip for all the stuff K. has stashed away in there! The closer he gets […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18,21,11,15],"tags":[39,50,219],"class_list":["post-266","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-parenting","category-one-day-at-a-time","category-pre-deployment","category-relationship-changes","tag-deployment","tag-military-marriage","tag-pre-deployment"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.myheroesathome.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/266","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.myheroesathome.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.myheroesathome.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.myheroesathome.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.myheroesathome.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=266"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.myheroesathome.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/266\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.myheroesathome.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=266"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.myheroesathome.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=266"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.myheroesathome.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=266"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}